Heaven (Where True Love Goes)

True love is love that make you closer to god. Apart from that it is just feeling, desire or just lust. I hope mine was written by heaven as true love. A love which never replace the love to the almighty and his prophet in my heart.

I brought her my baju melayu and said the button was tore apart.
"It needs your hands." I said.

But she knew too well.
I went 200 miles, it wasn't the baju melayu but it was me.
I need her to mend me.

On Friday. We went out.
I drove her car.
But it is not because to show how manly I am so I should drive.
It is because: "I want to treat you, so let me do the driving job."
without saying she knew that too.
Although she always prefer to drive the car herself.

But she is the kind of woman who make my words at lost with her contradictory and its not too long before I could hear one of those:

"Thats why I should drive, we get better parking when I drive"
Upon arriving she said.

She is an OKU and always want to make full use of it. She treasures her physical inability (the OKU card status) like a giving from heaven. In term of parking the OKU sticker and card means a parking that is near to the door, VIP equal.

I am new to love and still learning.
I just found the quote 'he love a woman not because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because he loves her' is never so true than before. (special note to Ray: jangan kutuk awek Mimi)

We walked almost every section of the 1st floor, for a photo frame.
Another Venusians trait that I learnt, they love to walk around and see other things (or window shopping they said), before made their mind on a photo frame.
I mean on a thing generally.

There was only one counter opened, on Friday October the 13th at JJ Setiawangsa 1st floor.

For a frame, we lined up.

In front of us was Zhang Zi Yi (i meant a pretty pretty Chinese lady, not the real miss Zhang). But I dont peek too much on that Zhang Zi yi not because my woman was just beside me but because I was book-walking then and so much 'Into the Light' (or for the eleventh time have a re-start reading of ITL).

Only fully aware of the Zhang Zi Yi lady when she offered my woman to take her turn and pay first. If it is in "Beautiful Life" (must watch love story, Japan's best love j-do) the OKU Kyoko will refuse this kind of treatment, but not mine, she thanked the Zhang Zi Yi lady with a smile and more than happy to pay first.

It was last two weeks.
I'm seeing her again this Saturday, and looking forward to read what story she will write in my diary of love then.

The prophet mentioned her name three times, so I must let her hold the pen.
I will do my best as a reader.

Cat Stevens - Heaven (Where True Love Goes)

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Seni Jawi

"Hello sayang. Apa khabar?"

At 3 a.m in the morning. Text message.

Or 'missing call 'attempts a.k.a panggilan rindu.

At 3 a.m in the morning.

Mostly this kind of text and call come from this one person.

But today at 10.57am when Gambang's sun smiled so brightly on the sky.
Which a bit unusual timing for' this special one' to text.
And as usual a short text message:

"Buy Utusan, to page 24!"

(Source: Utusan)

The special one is at the leftest.
He taught me Arabic and how to rock (nasyid) the school.

"Mabruk ustaz!"

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Telefon

I remember running on the back corridor.

The school is a multiple-story building.

Not the front corridor with concrete barrier passageway i.e safe way but the back corridor with no concrete barrier and on the third floor i.e very dangerous.

Its fun going to the next class through the back window. Heroic!

Young and Dangerous.

Just love to say that: 'Young and Dangerous', sounds like Ekin Cheng.

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Its raining heavily outside and almost balik time, a situation which means differently for two world.

For most girl it means: wait for the rain stop or call your parent to take you home.
For most boy rain means: shower time or for the hardcore lets slide in the mud.

Couple of little darlings came to my desk.

"Yes, may I help you girls?"

"May we go to the office. We want to call our parents"

My class is on the top floor and the office is on the second floor.

As I just felt what my teacher felt last time or it should be called payback time: saw my fourth grader the boys running on that back corridor.

Which struck an extremely abnormal heartbeat a.k.a I-was-scared-to-death.
Resulting an extra sudden temporary fear of Newton's famous : the gravity.

I insisted,

"Just use my handphone. I have a lot of credit. No need to go to the office."

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One piece

Its not just a 2 credit hours.
With 5 people in a group it is actually 10credit hours subject, collectively.

We did learn a lot from this subject didn't we?

A priceless lesson of team working.
With tremendous pressure, loads of work: we see the true colors of our nakama.

We grow up didnt we?
Post-mortem should start with ourself.
Me, with unsuccessful simulations.
I don't think I contributed much to the team.
Presented very well and did my best with this one lady lecturer who visit the booth. Ahh.. but unfortunately she is not the evaluator. Can be only good considered as my lame attempt to earn a lady chuckle.

I feel blessed to be apart of the Group 5:

Apis: the calculator of the team. Our MEB expert.

Anak pesisir pintar- Reddu: anchor and the think tank of the team i.e has a talent of convincing the panels i.e kelentong academically- engkau adalah Kucai wan! Mampu jadi ahli politik.

Emma: who I should learn the word punctual and committed from her. And thanks for the Mamees and refreshments. We always looking forward for meeting with the present of makanan free.

Burhan: build the ship model with reddu and a sleepless night running Aspen with me.

Not to forget Dr Abdurrahman H. Nour thanks for your never ending encouragement and also Encik Halim our unofficial advisor.

A great relief.
Its only the beginning.
Yeah! Sail to the open sea!

What maketh a man?

Plant Design!

Next adventure: PD II

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Hikari(3)

I remember after my SPM had an interview by one of most prestigious magazine: the school annual magazine.

One of the reporter (a pretty pretty junior) question was what is my plan and ambition?

I'm not a good speaker. I clown all the time. Included in this interview. I remember gave a weird pose in the photo session. Thank god the sidang redaksi got good common sense of mag journalists, if not it will added another item in my long list of embarassing moment- 'bahan' to be repeated by the Konco-konco Sri Keramat.

Cita-cita saya nak jadi Tukang Cat. My answer.

About the pretty reporter, she is the school proud (we the muggles of normal co-ed school indeed were proud), 2 years later she scored all A's in her SPM and currently pursuing medicine in Cairo. And yes again she really is a brilliant lady. About the published interview- written Hidayat senpai wants to be a:

Jurutera (thanks sis a good write @ good pray. Now am struggling doing simulation & plant design).

Hikari means light in nihonggo. I wrote this I don-know-what-to-name some time ago:

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Tukang Cat

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Hikari (2)

Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Permata

"Education is the movement from darkness to light."

~Allan Bloom

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Hikari

"Better to light a candle (lamp) than to curse the darkness. "

-Chinese Proverb-

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